In Need of Some Prayer

We're called to take confidence in Christ...that His plan is perfect...we have challenges to grow us. We might be called to those things and take hope in those things, but it doesn't make it any easier to go through struggles! I'm struggling.

I'm struggling with money and not having it. The story of my life, I guess. Gets me thinking of why God keeps bringing me back to this place, but I know there is a reason. So I'm going to try and work through it here and see what I come up with. First, I know I'm not good with money. Never have been. A budget...that's funny. My thought process is this: it's just money and it will always be there. Not the right thought process, but it is what it is. How do I change that? Experiences. Buckling down. Writing a budget and sticking to it.

But then I look at folks that spend money like I do or more then I do and wonder why they always have the money. I know their are always two side to the story and credit cards do wonders, but why can't I have any of that money. You know. I'm called to ministry and have give all that I am to it and I'm always looking for money to pay the next bill. Can't I have enough money to pay the bills, God and not have to worry about it?

I know it's one of the challenges that will always be there, because it forces me to trust in Him. I just wish it wasn't this hard!

Pray this: not that I get the money, it will eventually get taken care of; God always provides, but that I'll have peace in the storm. Thanks.